I hate being dependent on medication just to remain sane. I've been forgetting to take my medication on and off for the past couple of weeks. Then, as soon as I start hallucinating a little or my mood starts going down, I wonder, "why is this happening? Oh yeah, because I'm fucking crazy and I can't function if I don't take my FUCKING MEDS!" I am so frustrated with the whole thing. I just want it to go away. It's not as simple as just exercising a little more or telling myself I'm worth it. That stuff unfortunately isn't enough anymore. I hate having Schizoaffective Disorder. I want it to stop. I don't want to take medication anymore.
Since I got that nonsense out of the way, I can move on to stuff that actually matters. Like my web comic. If you weren't in the loop this past week, I will fill you in. I recently launched my web comic 'The Outcasts' and I now have eight pages up. I launched the site with five pages already posted, and in my first week I have uploaded three more. I will continue uploading three pages a week every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. I promise.
Here is the link to the site. Why don't you mosey on over and check it out? theoutcastscomics.weebly.com/